And So It Begins

Jason left today.  Not fun.  I dealt with it better than I thought I would, but I’m definitely still pretty bummed.

I’ve started about 3 different posts in the past week, but I kept left them half finished, and never posted them.  Oops.

Right now I’m supposed to be working on a stupid drawing assignment.  I’ve got 3 due by Wednesday.  So not impressed.  They’re all pretty time consuming too, which just makes the projects that much worse (it’s bad enough that I dislike any sort of artistic drawing – and with good reason, as I suck).

I stayed at Jason’s most of the past week, so it’s pretty weird being home again.  My mom got mad at me pretty much as soon as I got back.  Surprise, surprise.  That was one thing I really didn’t miss.  Actually, the only thing I really missed was my “stuff” – like my desk, and my computer set-up, and having all my clothes, etc.  I take that as a good sign.  Although it is getting a bit confusing – Jason’s place is just as much home as my parent’s place is.

I’m really looking forward to starting up yoga again.  I just need to go the first time

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So I’m pretty sure I just made one of the stupidest decisions of my life.  And honestly, I just don’t care.  Oh, I probably will later, but not right now.  Anyways, this “stupid decision” was not doing ANY work for my computer science assignment.  So I handed nothing in.  And it gets worse – it’s worth 9% of my mark.

 I’m just completely unmotivated right now.  I found out what GPA I should be aiming for to get into architecture at U of C (3.6), and rather than making me want to buckle down and work, I’m just feeling completely overwhelmed and like I don’t have a shot in hell.  Which of course is making me question if I want to be an architect bad enough.  I’m struggling big time just to make it through my first semester of university (and with only 4 courses!).  How am I supposed to last for 6-8 years?!

I don’t know what I’d do otherwise though.  Like I’m enjoying Art History and Computer Science, but I just don’t want to make the effort to do well.  And that doesn’t exactly gain me anything.

On to the bright side of things though, snowboard season is starting at the end of this week!  I’ve been waiting 7 months for this!  It’s going to be absolutely amazing to get out again.  But I haven’t made a whole bunch of goals for the season yet.  Hmm….may as well right now.  ;-)

 Okay, here goes:
- Front 3 the big booters
- Front/Back 5
- learn how to do those sweet butters
- start doing rails switch again!
- 270 on to rails
- Front/Back 5 in pipe
- learn how to do a proper handplant (no more somersault crap!)

 Looks like I’m going to be busy.  :-p  I can’t wait to get started!